FLASH
Shkruar nga Artan Fuga
But they can't be victims either, because no one deports them, no one tortures them, no one punishes them for saying this or that.
I was thinking in vain!
At the time of totalitarianism, Albanians felt either victims of power or heroes because they remembered that they were at the center of changing the world, or that they were in a besieged castle, like Skanderbeg's warriors!
Or both victims and heroes, or sometimes victims and sometimes heroes.
But they were something, life had a meaning.
Funny, dramatic, but that's how it was.
Now they are nothing. They are not heroes because no one tells them, let's fight against the whole world like lonely madmen!
But they can't be victims either, because no one deports them, no one tortures them, no one punishes them for saying this or that.
Go away you idiot say whatever you want - seems like someone tells them all day!
Neither heroes, nor victims. Life becomes meaningless to them because it seems to them that they are vain, vain on the beach, vain in the beer hall, vain in sex, vain in power, vain when accumulating money. Totally useless!
And in order to give meaning to life, some run away like Christopher Columbus, others curse all day, or praise all day by having psycho-oral crises, some throw carts in parliament, some do propaganda by showing hundreds of millions of tourists who have nothing else nothing but to come to our cities all hot and without trees, with the smell of rotten wine, some kill, steal, some commit corruption because they want adventure, some take other people's wives as lovers, some other people's husbands, only to give meaning to their lives!
Some enter the sea by swimming, some shoot with pistols the genitals of sexual rivals, some drive cars at hellish speeds, some commit suicide.
We seek the former social statuses that gave us meaning, victims, heroes!
Missing the meaning of the present life, immersed in the futility that one day ends, ...futility.
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