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Fatma Haxhialiu shared the news of her second pregnancy and she did it in a very beautiful way, surprising her eldest son.
Her first story was about "Night with Aulona", where she told how she is going through this journey. She got candid by sharing a moment of weakness that she feels can happen to many mothers.
"This time I'm very calm, I have a kind of inner zen that I hope will continue like this and I don't know. Pepi says you have a kind of sweetness, a kind of calm, so I knew I should have gotten pregnant more often with all this love that has captured you and this calm, I think it will continue in the years to come. I've been very calm on this side, but the moment I remember, that I had a 'breakdown', an emotional breakdown was a moment from these hot, terrible summer days that I experienced terribly badly and this summer this year never ending my sister.
I got up in the morning, it was Saturday, since we have these rituals of movement, Saturday, Sunday or Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and you plan things in your head, while your body doesn't respond. I get up, I was dizzy, with this horrible nausea, no power, I sat on the bed and I was crying, I was just laying there and crying'
Then, Fatma continued:
"What happened was that you don't know yourself anymore. Your brain works in a way that you do 100 things at the same time, during the summer you are absolutely active during the holidays, plus in the office I was no longer present anywhere, I did nothing, practically and I still could not embrace it as an idea that I am waiting for now that I should to slow down, not everything depends on you, not necessarily a bad thing, but that was the only moment I felt bad because I didn't feel like myself"
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